And you did not tell her anything?
Did you not tell her that you dont want her to go away from you?
Did you not tell her that the thought of her with some other guy shatters your heart into infinite pieces?
Did you not tell her that you lovingly gaze at her pictures for minutes on end?
Did you not tell her that your heart becomes weak everynight,thinking about going away from her,making you weep incessantly?
Did you not tell her that you suppress a lump in your throat everytime you hear her voice?
Did you not tell her about all the poems you have written in your diary,glorifying hee charisma and charm?
Did you not tell her about those other poems in which you have poured out your heart and kept it bare for her to see?
Did you not tell her that you need her?
Did you not tell hee that you are still living in those moments you had spent with her and you recreate them in your head everyday?
Did you not tell her that you are deeply,madly,crazily in love with hee?
Did you not tell her anything?
“No”,he smiled,his lips quivered…I have to stay hushed about my feelings and she has to stay unaware of a heart that does not pump blood,but love,for her.
Destiny likes it this way.
But honey you are in love with
Something you don’t possess and you never will….
Something that you can admire from a distance,but never touch…
Something that can only enliven your dreamland,not your real world…
Something that you are willing to chase but can never get hold of…
Something that is up there,in the infinities of the heaven and you are stuck here on earth…
Something that is so beautiful,almost impeccable and hence the almighty did not write it in your destiny…
Something you can never have.
Don’t you know this will leave you crestfallen in the end?
“I know”,came the reply with an audacious smile.
And as the sun shone on her beautiful face in the morning,
vivacious as ever she looked
with her larger-than-life smile and gorgeous outfit
Her animated gestures would make people talk about how full of life she was
But something was wrong
Her swollen eyes,that hid behind her sunglasses narrated the story of her night,albeit no one could hear it.
Appearances are deceptive.
And there is always something
Some ray of light in those dark nights
that makes your life a whole lot easier and radiant,dispelling the dullness.
Some umbrella in those rainy days that protects you from getting drenched in your own tears.
Something that gives you solace during those tumultuous times.
Something that makes your heart smile even when it’s breaking.
Something that makes you feel lucky in your unluckiness.
Embrace that one thing with all your might,not with your arms,but with your heart and be grateful for it.
It was he
who unleashed my feelings
made them go wild
made me a sensual,romantic maid.
And it was again he
who taught me how to control my feelings
made me pacify them
made me a lover,disguised as a best friend.
It was a mistake
he sternly declared.
It was my goddamn fairy tale
her broken heart whispered.
It was his mistake,he just abruptly changed,
they argued and their relation was strained,
but she hoped,like every other time
he would call her and apologize,
and take her heart away,again
She hoped that like every other time
he would text her incessantly,until she smiles and forgives him
She waited,waited for hours
Phone beeped,she thought it was him
she hastily picked it up,but damn,
it was not a message from her sweetheart.
She kept waiting for hours,
why didn’t he text this very time?
Has something changed between the two?
Did he not care anymore?
Is he not aware of the fact that he had hurt her?
Did he,her insane lover,not love her anymore?
She cried for hours,never letting him know,though
and texted herself in the end,
I am sorry,I love you.