On one side i feel the fear,
the panic,of good old memories
relationships being left behind
and people,close ones,
of time slipping through my hands
and i dread
the changes it intends to bring about….
And on the other side,i feel euphoric and excited,
about the new people i’ll connect to
new places i’ll visit,
the good memories im yet to make,
the unexpected,pleasant surprises that await me,
the brand-new freedom and independence i’ll possess…
Oh lord,im going bonkers with all these starkly contradicting thoughts that generate such mixed emotions that make me smile and wail simultaneously.
But,i must compose myself as these thoughts,once unleashed,will not cease,nor stop from disturbing me,they won’t leave me sane,ha!…
So lets hold the horses of our brains,order them to keep their mouths shut and lets just live every damned moment,immersing ourselves only,and ONLY in the moment and lets not allow the thoughts of a beautiful past or a dreaded future haunt the little moment we have right here,right now.